Tielan, your writing ability is not getting worse in any way, shape, or form. I think you're just getting too self-critical, and the fact that you're writing primarily in corners of fandom with not a lot of activity is depressing you and making things worse. You are a very good writer. If I were you, I would find a *non-fannish* orig-fic writing group that focuses on the kinds of writing you like to do, join it, and concentrate on that for a while. And try and focus on your writing brain, not your editing brain, because it's quite possible that you're tripping yourself up.
I love your fic. But I want you to be happy writing more than I want you to write the stuff that I want to read. You are a great writer, and I love you and want you to be happy.
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I love your fic. But I want you to be happy writing more than I want you to write the stuff that I want to read. You are a great writer, and I love you and want you to be happy.