But hey, I live.
But hey, I live.
A major part of that procrastination was watching round one of MCSR Ranked playoffs season 10, that was at least entertaining.
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I can't believe Hax is out! Got swept, even! Wow. First time he's not on the podium since he first played in the playoffs in season 3. And Doogile got reverse swept. Some bad luck involved in both cases (blinding to different strongholds from the same spawner?!) but also some bad decisions and that's just how it goes sometimes. Like when BeefSalad forgot to set a bed for a death reset xDThe Infume vs HDMICables match was my favorite, Infume with very clean wins except whatever the fuck that was in round 3, what an End, that was great xD I'm sad Feinberg vs Lowkey had to be postponed, but I do enjoy the "Feinberg finally made it to week 2" jokes.
But I'm definitely not "in" the MCSR fandom, that would be way too time-consuming, I just like the tournaments for the exciting sports emotions. And me putting on various MCSR streams in the background sometimes doesn't mean anything.
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Spent the weekend with my (women's) chorus, working on our October Convention numbers with plenty of time in hand. Since I went to Harmony College very recently, I was pleased with myself for, I think, providing a useful bit of input into what we're doing.
The May Convention (the men's one, which also involves the Mixed choruses) is coming up fast. We have our dress rehearsal this Wednesday, and a final full day together on Sunday. Must make cakes this week. Then it'll be off to Harrogate for a long weekend. We have secured a house-sitter who will make sure the cat is kept, if not exactly gruntled, at least regularly fed.
Also, I had my first appointment with the dressmaker who is going to make something for me to wear at my Bun's wedding, so I have colours in mind that I can take to Harrogate's fabulous hat shop, always supposing I can find it. Yay!
You know how it is, when you start with a vague idea and a summary and then you write 4K in a day and you have written yourself out of that summary being suitable? Yeah. That.
The summary it should have fitted itself to: "Keep your friends close, your enemies closer, and your feckless cousin closest of all." Wherein there would be porn and Gregor deciding that Ivan couldn't actually be mediocre and/or learned that trying to do well just got him unwanted attention. No, Ivan must be faking it on purpose.
Unfortunately then I dropped too heavily into Gregor's depression, so, uh, if this gets to the porn, it's going to take some doing. Also I have to do some serious tense editings because I started it in past tense but of course ever since I made the mistake of ever writoing in present tense, I must needs deal with tense shifting problems forevermore.
Point of diversion is that Gregor assigns Ivan to Residence Security right out of the Academy to keep an eye on him, and kicks Miles out after the mutiny.
Why couldn't Miles have ever learned to fake obedience as well as Ivan had? Ivan's flawless at his disguise. Why must Miles be so frustrating? Gregor feels even more hollow than usual as Aral nods his acknowledgment and mumbles a perfunctory, "your will, my liege."
It's the first time Gregor's tried exercising Imperial muscles in years and it's still all because Miles Vorkosigan is uncontrollable.
Gregor can't meet his gaze in the mirror as his armsman shaves him that night, and he accepts the sleeping pill with resignation.
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toward summer the young goldfinches
flutter down through the day for the first time
to find themselves among fallen petals
cradling their day's colors in the day's shadows
of the garden beside the old house
after a cold spring with no rain
not a sound comes from the empty village
as I stand eating the black cherries
from the loaded branches above me
saying to myself Remember this
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Fandom: Star Trek: The Next Generation
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Deanna Troi & Lwaxana Troi
Characters: Lwaxana Troi, Deanna Troi
Additional Tags: Motherhood
Summary:
Lwaxana is trying to work.
Lwaxana Troi kept a perfect serenity around her as she spoke with the Tellarite Ambassador, despite the absolute mischief rampant in her daughter as Deanna ran through the garden party, evading her nanny of the day.
Said nanny was possibly having a very strong nervous breakdown in the midst of trying desperately to acquire the toddler.
"Would it be easier if you corralled her?" the man asked, with his voice actually full of understanding.
"If you do not mind, Ambassador Thek." She gave him a gracious smile, recognizing him now as a fellow parent. She turned her attention to Deanna amidst the legs of various noteworthy people. For the most part, people were accepting the disruption with grace, even amusement.
Little One? Mother is working, and you are causing a distraction that is not helping me.
Deanna stopped, her eyes peering across the way to her, before summoning all the dignity that a small child could.
"I am sorry," she said, projecting contrition to those who were not mind blind. Her nanny added a quiet apology to the pair closest, and scooped Deanna up to carry her back to the house.
"Ambassador Troi, she will be a credit with such fearlessness," Thek said once Lwaxana had refocused on him.
She gave a small smile. "I give her what freedom I can, that is safe for her, so she can explore."
"Children have a way of pushing their safe spaces ever outward," Thek said, nodding sagely.
"So they will," she answered.
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I am tired and, for the moment, content. :)
Certainly for some of the newer ones where there's no boggling over downloading it that long ago, there's an ease in getting rid of them. Admitting I'm not going to watch that, giving up on the sense of obligation, reminding myself if I really want to watch it then I'll find some way to do it and if I really wanted I'd have likely done it by now. Sure, there's stuff like Rome where I downloaded the first season in 2007 and only got around to watching it a few weeks ago, but those I'd ripped so I knew I'd have everything, plus subtitles. By now, I'm not watching those old files because the quality's so low compared to what I can get now. I can find my way to the full seasons of Psych and 30 Rock if I'm so compelled, on one format or another, on box sets or a streaming service.
The technology of streaming remains largely positive to me. It's the vertical integration of the distribution methods and fragmenting of the market that's the true downfall of the whole affair. Ages ago, I saw it suggested that a Steam-like service for shows and movies would solve a lot of problems, and as there's less money in that than the alternative, it's going to take an act of God to get it going. Until then, I'm having to say I need to take comfort and relief in knowing I don't have to commit to hauling these around anymore.
Amusingly, checking the local library for DVDs of Life on Mars and Ashes to Ashes gets me a David Bowie concert movie. I can't say it's wrong. Not what I'm looking for, and also not wrong.
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who promise each other
a life neither one can deliver
not for lack of wanting
but wanting can’t make it so.
We hang from a vine
at the cliff’s edge.
There are tigers above
and below. Let us love
one another and let go.
Seen on the SIR
This poem references the well-known zen koan.
- hang up more art – added some more!
- Weave! - did some weaving, probably half done with the warp
- finish coat? - YES YES YES
- spin - finish the big project? ply and clear some bobbins, I need to free some up for big spin. - not there yet but making progress
- Knit sweater – DONE DONE DONE
- fix blanket that my aunt wants me to fix, big problem is that none of the yarn I can find will color match it and it is 50 years old. - got this done!
- other - I took a pottery class in February, haven't picked up the things yet but I will have pictures soon.
- I also got the nicest email from someone who knitted a sweater from my handspun yarn that she got from the weavers guild show and sale.
- I carded the combing waste and short bits from my big spinning project fleece
- Washed some hand woven fabric and fabric for my next sewing project
- took pictures of coat and sweater and did the Big Post Typing
Sweater post here
Weaving project, I did an experiment with using the previous warp to tie onto the current warp without having to rethread the heddles and dent. This was my first time doing it and it went...okay. I don't think I'll use this technique often, I don't usually have enough yarn in a quantity that it makes sense to do more than one warp with the same yarn which is what this technique is all about. So I cut off the cloth of my previous warp, re-tied the end of the warp onto the cloth beam again, removed the end of the old warp from the warp beam by untying the end rod, beamed on the new warp and then tied each warp thread from the new warp to the old warp. I then very carefully pulled all the yarn and the knots through the heddles and reed. I suspect it would be faster if I was better at it and also if I had more practice at it. My tension is trash but I'm used to that and have ways to fix it well enough. I also ran out of green warp yarn and added two strips in gold on either side. This cloth will be for me, there's enough issues with it that I wouldn't make something to give away or sell from it but I bet I could make something nice for me out of it.

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May goals (almost halfway through may? whatever)
- Start sewing project - make mockup
- crochet shawl
- weave
- finish spinning project?
- ply yarn on spindles
- pick up pottery you goof
- do a minor crafting room reorg?
It needs to be perfume light, and ideally I should be able to get shampoo, conditioner, and body wash that don't clash with each other. I generally find that products marketed as natural are more likely to have scents that aren't overwhelming and don't make my eyes itch, give me a sore throat, or trigger a headache - but there's no guarantee there.
And, of course, it needs to get my hair clean, ideally without drying it out.
Help?
I've had zero games because the one consistent one, our DM is currently traveling, and I'm glad it's worked out this way, because the last time this happened I had to cancel on them, and I pride myself on being extremely reliable in this one aspect of my life.
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Edit: I'd been meaning to look up how you're supposed to drink soju, because I could not remember the one time I had it at a Korean BBQ restaurant (in Prague), and it turns out I've been using the right glass this whole time, purely by accident, because I found it on the dryer rack two weeks ago and was like, what the fuck, who used my shot glass (that I have never used myself nor seen in four years)? Turns out my mom used it to try to sprout a lettuce? I've also been sticking to (kind of) drinking with friends, because it's a fantastic boost for ttrpgs with no negative side effects because it's so little. I'm pretty happy with this whole thing. (I do not "shoot the first glass." I sip from one (1) glass and then move on to kombucha or an energy drink. Because sobriety is important to me.)
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Anyway, other than that, Hades 2 has eaten my life. It came out for PS5 at some point late last month, and I got it on April 27, because a friend gave me the money and because it's one of those indie games that's not eighty (80) whole ass bucks for years before it goes on sale. I was very overwhelmed at first, but learned quickly, and three days in, I put it on God Mode for no good reason and I've been coasting since. ( Rambling. )
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* Just as you should not read The Fortunate Fall if you want a romantic Happily Ever After, you should not read What We Are Seeking if you want a book which neatly ties up all its plot threads.
It's not quite in the same league of non-resolution as Stars In My Pocket Like Grains Of Sand (my beloved), but.
Assorted important things happen; the initial situation is radically changed; key decisions are made and alliances are formed. How it will play out is something that will clearly evolve over subsequent years and decades, but the book chooses to leave it at that moment of resolve rather than resolution, with the crucial shifts being internal and interpersonal.
* As an author, Cameron Reed may be the most "not aromantic but she believes in their beliefs" I've ever encountered.
Romantic love is a very real thing in her work, but it doesn't sway the moral or narrative universe of her novels in the way we're trained to expect (and the presence of an explicitly aro character in What We Are Seeking is not accidental).
I love this SO FUCKING MUCH.
* John Maraintha and Iren and Laura and Suddharma and Vo and Pirro and
I didn't even think about getting enough to turn them into a cake for my older brother J.'s requested birthday cake. I just grabbed two boxes to eat straight. One went to the Friday night family dinner and one's just for me, with the tops infusing into tap water for aggressively pleasant hydration later this week.
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Can the person who keeps putting in AO3 password reset requests for me please knock it off?
They did this last year too but at least that was only a bunch in one day, these keep happening.
Ughhhh.
- I have had a migraine this afternoon and evening, which is the warning sign I'm pushing my sleep schedule too much, again
- I read the new Murderbot book, very hard to put down, enjoyed it very much
- earlier this week
fanf and I joined 20th wedding anniversary celebrations for
atreic and
emperor, who remain lovely people who collect lovely people around them, yay - last weekend Kodiaks lost to Coventry Phoenix 1-8, but I got my first ever WNIHL point with an assist on that goal. And then the next day we turned a 2-1 lead over MK Falcons into a 4-2 loss in the last ten minutes of the game and that hurt quite a lot. But also it was lovely to see some Hull camp friends on the MK side, both on and off the ice
- I started watching Ted Lasso, currently half way through season 1 and enjoying it very much. The episodes are short enough and the people / plot engaging enough I'm managing to stick with an entire episode at a time without getting distracted
- next week I'm seeing a 40th anniversary screening of Top Gun in the local IMAX screen. I got teased about did I remember seeing it on original release, which no, not quite, but it's very nearly 37 years since I first saw it on a tiny coach TV screen on a school trip to Germany. I still know most of the lines by heart
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The last of the Varsity ice hockey games between Oxford and Cambridge universities is tomorrow evening, at Cambridge Ice Arena, at 5pm. I will be playing for Cambridge Huskies B against Oxford Vikings C.
- Will it be high quality hockey? No
- Will it be entertaining? Absolutely
- Will I fall over? Obviously
- Will I get in a fight? Maybe, if someone touches my goalie
My goalie is one of the Men's Blues, who put on goalie pads for the first time on Tuesday. Generally the squad is the people who couldn't play Varsity for Huskies or Women's Blues, plus the aforementioned novice in goal and an experienced goalie skating out. Our attempt at an entire forward line of goalies was regrettably thwarted by people having other commitments.
The results of the other Varsity games this year were:
- Cambridge Narwhals v Oxford Vikings A: won by Cambridge
- Cambridge Huskies v Oxford Vikings B: won by Oxford
- Cambridge Women's Blues v Oxford Women's Blues: won by Oxford
- Cambridge Men's Blues v Oxford Men's Blues: won by Cambridge
So this is both a not very serious game, and vitally important to win the best of five.
I'm still getting used to my new skates so I'll be playing this (and my other game for Kodiaks on Sunday) in the old ones.
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Adjusting to the new schedule's going well enough. As with many jobs, getting a good night's sleep beforehand is key to a good day. I'm hoping to be done by July, which is why I told my client it might take me until August.
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- Moon of the Turning Leaves by Waubgeshig Rice - my god they are so good at writing (I think somewhat unintentional) horror in basic things with simplicity in prose. It's amazing. post apocalyptic, sequel. library ebook
- The Butcher of the Forest by Premee Mohamed - very fairytale-esque but super good novella. library ebook
- The Dungeon Anarchist's Cookbook by Matt Dinniman - continues to be a solid series for easy reading of silly nonsense. library ebook
- Cascade Failure by LM Sagas - the narrator for this was phenomenal. The book and story are more like a mid budget action film in that there are lots of big feelings and the plot doesn't super make a ton of sense but hey found family is cool. library audiobook
- Necrobane by Daniel M Ford - second in the series, solid fantasy read, the stakes are getting higher. library ebook
- The Gate of the Feral Gods by Matt Dinniman - solid nonsense, good. library ebook
- The Raven and the Reindeer by T Kingfisher - I think this is one of her older books but the audiobook came out and the narrator is very good. Good balance between danger and adventure and humor as usual with her books. library audiobook
- Free from Falling by EL Massey - it's just so sweet and nice. library ebook
- Petty Treasons by Victoria Goddard - I wanted to have some feelings, good for that. physical book I own
- The Gone World by Tom Sweterlitsch - too much horror for me
- Over Sea, Under Stone by Susan Cooper - not for me I think, maybe too young protag for my taste from what I can remember
- Can't Spell Treason without Tea by Rebecca Thorne - I tried the audiobook, might be better as an ebook where I can skim it more, but once I hit more than five eyerolls , it was time to quit. also the narrator had some serious accent variation which was distracting