So May has been a great deal of physical managing and mending, which will hopefully continue into June. Also, a lot of emotional/psychological managing and mending as I try to get my brain around being less active/less capable than I was.
Things are feeling at once more balanced and more uncertain.
I think the mouth is healing up okay, which is nice.
The scalp aches, the spinal cracking, and the twinges in the brain? Not so much.
On one hand, I feel almost like I can do more with less pain/issues throughout the rest of the body; but a general feeling of physical fragility remains in my brain, head, and neck - the sensation that I might splinter if I push myself too far, shake my head to much, turn my head too fast.
I'm just putting down thoughts and symptoms somewhere so I can come back to them later.
Things are feeling at once more balanced and more uncertain.
I think the mouth is healing up okay, which is nice.
The scalp aches, the spinal cracking, and the twinges in the brain? Not so much.
On one hand, I feel almost like I can do more with less pain/issues throughout the rest of the body; but a general feeling of physical fragility remains in my brain, head, and neck - the sensation that I might splinter if I push myself too far, shake my head to much, turn my head too fast.
I'm just putting down thoughts and symptoms somewhere so I can come back to them later.
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