Yeah, I guess having people on the f-list, who would be by definition friends, who hate what you love would dampen the enthusiasm a bit. And that is a hard position to be in. Since that's not the case with me, I feel more like the places I go (and need to stop going to) hate everything just for the sake of hating it or for the sake of showing how cool and "above" it they are. And that makes me so tired.
Am I making any sense? I honestly don't know if I'm making sense right now. Turns out my original diagnosis for my disability is wrong (or perhaps just partly wrong, depending on who you ask) and although I've spent $500+ on new doctors, I still don't have a diagnosis. But I do have a shiny new perscription for pain killers. I hate, hate, hate taking stuff like that, but I was in agony today (the underlying condition is probably not being helped by all this typing I'm doing tonight, but oh well), so I had to take some.
Turns out, it makes me pass out for 5 hours, then makes me into a babbling idiot. I am so sorry. Maybe I should just go to bed. Again.
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Am I making any sense? I honestly don't know if I'm making sense right now. Turns out my original diagnosis for my disability is wrong (or perhaps just partly wrong, depending on who you ask) and although I've spent $500+ on new doctors, I still don't have a diagnosis. But I do have a shiny new perscription for pain killers. I hate, hate, hate taking stuff like that, but I was in agony today (the underlying condition is probably not being helped by all this typing I'm doing tonight, but oh well), so I had to take some.
Turns out, it makes me pass out for 5 hours, then makes me into a babbling idiot. I am so sorry. Maybe I should just go to bed. Again.