tielan: (Angel)
Wednesday, July 10th, 2019 12:44 pm
It's only my second time doing this, but I noticed a few things while undertaking the challenge last year:

thoughts on the challenge for 2020 )


So, that’s my advice for those of us doing the Ration Challenge this year. Good luck in your fundraising and in your week on rations.
tielan: (AVG - Natasha)
Tuesday, June 25th, 2019 06:23 pm
It's not really pretty to be able to eat anything and find yourself wanting to eat just for the sake of eating.

I mean, I probably wouldn't have thought anything of it a while back, but now? Now, all I can think is that I don't need this food. I want it, but I could probably survive (right now, anyway) on two meals a day.

This morning I had fried rice - leftover from the challenge - with added Chinese sausage, shallots (green onion), and SPAM (yes, yes, I know), and a dash of soy sauce. It's my mother's fried rice and sometimes we'd have leftovers for breakfast the next morning.

Lunch was angel-hair pasta in the remnant of the ham bone stock that I was going to cook congee in (before I got tired congee altogether), with parsley and pork mince (left over from the challenge), and shallots. Lunch was pretty late because I was waiting for a friend to contact me about whether we were going to dinner tonight (we were going to dine with another friend, but her kids are sick so that got cancelled and rescheduled).

Right now, I can't decide if I want dumplings or lasagne.

An hour later: I ended up cooking egg, broccoli, and a bit of salmon for dinner.

Now I just have to work out why these two sides are fighting a war. *sigh*
tielan: (race)
Monday, June 24th, 2019 04:04 pm
So.

The worst thing about this challenge has been seeing how innately racist some of the people doing the challenge are.

The FB group for the last couple of days has been full of posts about going back to 'real food' or 'proper food' or 'things you can actually eat', because rice, lentils, chickpeas, and sardines (also: vegetable oil and flour) are, apparently, not food eaten by real or proper people.

Which...I shouldn't have to explain that here. I feel like I want to do that over there thoug.

Language matters. We know the difference between 'asylum-seekers' and 'refugees' vs 'queue-jumpers' and 'illegals'. Implying that the food we've been eating isn't 'real food' lays a stigma on the people stuck eating these rations day after day after day. After a while of having to eat this, refugees probably don't feel very 'real' either - caught in that no-man's-land between the life they used to have back home and the life that western governments very much don't want to allow them.

I'm trying to find a way to bring this up as politely and clearly as possible. I know there will be many people who'll dismiss this as an issue, because OMG AREN'T YOU TRIGGERED but...there might be a few people who will at least think about what they're casually Othering and the effect that has on both their perspective and the perspective of people around them.

I wonder...several of the people I saw posting about their stuff complained that they weren't getting any fundraising. But...if your underlying attitude isn't innately empathetic to refugees and people who aren't like you, then people probably aren't going to take your sudden desire to 'help' refugees very seriously.
tielan: (Default)
Monday, June 24th, 2019 03:44 pm
Car just required a change of battery, although there was a terrible moment with the alternator - the battery replacement guy thought it might be overcharging the battery, but it looked like it was just doing the old one that needed replacement.

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I've been struggling to write this urban fantasy - I think I'm getting too bogged down in the details. Also, the first scene is actually out in a country area, so not really the gritty darkness of city life... The heroine is fighting elves, though, so I guess that's something...

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Day 7 of the Ration Challenge: breakfast was lentil patties (ordinary), lunch was fried rice (okay) and flatbread (freaking amazing) and dinner will be falafels and probably more fried rice.

A neighbour said I'd lost weight when she walked by yesterday. Nice, but I didn't bother weighing myself before the challenge - I wasn't going to make it important.

I guess, like thinking about the American concentration camps at the border, it's at once both difficult and daunting to consider that this is someone's life, day after day, week after week, month after month. And while there's hope for the children in detention down on the US-Mexico border, there's very little for the refugees in the refugee camps.

So, in spite of my desire for something nice and tasty; there's also a hint of bittersweet to returning to my usual diet.

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A few links today:

SBS Australia: Portraits of refugee children

The Guardian: How The Taste Of Home Sustained My Refugee Parents

The Atlantic: Logical Conclusions to the mystery of MH370

Medium: Half of Americans Are Effectively Poor
tielan: (don't make me shoot you)
Wednesday, June 19th, 2019 08:30 am
They call it 'rice brain' and it apparently means that people don't think as clearly as they do. Kind of like 'hangry', I suppose. I haven't gotten it, possibly because I may not have rice that much anymore, but my body grew up on rice at least several times a week.

Of course, it could also be caffeine or sugar withdrawl. Haven't had those yet. I'm not hungry either. I mean, I get hunger pangs, but they're easy enough to ignore right now. I probably shouldn't. I'm just not eager to eat my congee!

long and rambly )

After writing that, maybe I do have rice brain. Or do I usually sound like this? XD

Lunch today (hopefully): falafel!
tielan: (don't make me shoot you)
Friday, June 14th, 2019 09:47 am
So, this winter, I've decided to join a 'refugee rations challenge' - in part to challenge myself about the comforts I live in, in part to raise awareness of the circumstances of refugees and what they have to live with in refugee camps.

The goal is simple: for one week, an individual lives on the equivalent of rations for a Syrian refugee in a Jordanian refugee camp.

Refugee rations

It's not very much. Certainly, it's a lot less than I'm used to eating, and well, you probably know how much I love my food in flavour, quality, quantity... There's none of those things here - enough to keep together body and soul, and maybe not that much either.

It'll definitely be a challenge for me. And, no, I wouldn't be doing this if I was playing sport or had physical/health/emotional issues that weren't being handled. I'm crazy not suicidal! The garden will manage itself for a week, so no heavy lifting/moving compost. We'll manage.

I'm not going to ask for your money, I know most of you guys reading this are down to your own financial edges and, well, I've nearly hit my fundraising goals from people in RL. I expect more will come when I point out that this is a far cry from the "seven houses and all their bills paid" lies that are being spread around the internet about refugees in Australia. *GRR*

Anyway, here is me looking distinctly nonplussed by the size of the box. It is not at all a large box...

Refugee rations

You can read more about the ration challenge here at my fundraising page. I'm making it a fundraising, 'fasting', and prayer thing all at once, because I figure this is the closest I'm going to come to intentional fasting (and not just "oh, it's dinner time and I didn't eat because I was depressed" (yes, I do this too, just not often).

So, that'll probably be my next week. Complete with whining. I'll put it under a cut so you don't have to read the whining.