i feel stupid and contaigious

[tielan]

Spent a large chunk of the weekend waffling around the work go-live. And an even larger chunk of the weekend hacking up a lung or two.

Once again, I'm feeling useless and stupid and like I wasted years of [insert thing here] while other people actually did the things I want to do. And here I am with little or nothing to show for it, and feeling vaguely tired and incapable and uninteresting.

I'll probably be taking half of tomorrow off; still not feeling great physically and with everything else, I'm just in a funk.

Comments

if you will give me earworms

[rmc28]

here we are now, entertain us ...

(actually no, do not feel any pressure to entertain anybody! take care of yourself and hopefully start feeling better physically at least)

Re: if you will give me earworms

[tielan]

Thanks for that. I'm clearly not in a good place rn, because your response made me tear up (in gratitude). So, thanks.

[wpadmirer]

I'm sorry you're in a funk. I hope it goes away soon.

[tielan]

Thanks. I notice that you almost always comment on my posts, btw, and I really really appreciate that, especially since I feel like I have nothing to say on your posts. But it's great to see your enthusiasm for your hockey teams. I think the energy of watching them with you and P would be amazing. *hugs*

[wpadmirer]

Ah, that's nice! Thank you.

Yeah, I'm a very enthusiastic sports fan. I've been known to startle people when I get excited and start yelling.

[jenab]

*Hugs* I'm sorry you are struggling so much.