still not digesting quite right

[tielan]

I took Thursday off, because tired and digestive system. Still not convinced that everything is hunky-dory in there, but with a lack of actual evidence, one is left to just deal with it. Some twinges, odd pain, weird sensation at my belly button (might be the yeeterus scar), and lots of gurgling.

Goodbye my love of food!

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I'm trying to clear up space on my phone, and it's not the easiest thing. I'm having to transfer videos over to my laptop (which will rapidly run out of space) and sort through which ones are worth keeping and which ones I'm not going to use.

I did take a lot of videos for the purposes of setting up a gardening channel, but I'm very bad at videography, and probably not a particularly nice voice to listen to when it comes down to it. Which is a problem when you're trying to make videos!

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Still trying to decide on whether I'm going into the USA later this year. Disneyland with friends! Actually, this time it's the prospect of visiting LA that's more interesting: food trucks, local colour, spaces and places and people! Things which I wish I'd known to go check out the last couple of times I was in LA...

And on the other hand...there's always the risk. I'm just setting up my travel insurance now, and although I'm listing the US on it (and I'll be visiting California) there's always the uncertainty. One can keep one's head down, sure, but if things go bad...

It's the "if things go bad" that's the roulette wheel, isn't it?

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Trying to work out how to edit/rewrite/redraft a novel without hating past!self for not getting it right first time.

Anyone have any advice on that front?

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[tielan]

I hate unconfirmed issues. It's like "is it all in my head?" and the thing is, you're feeling it, but there's no reason for it...

...and I think most of us around here have been through this cycle at least once before with some health issue...

I think I'm just going to have to take each scene and...rewrite it as best I can. Hopefully...