work

I am not at all coping with being back at work again.

I don't know if it's the long hours or the people I encountered, or just restlessness from everything going on this month, but I'm really not dealing well with work. The work gets done, but my attention span is completely and utterly shot. Fandom/fannish stuff isn't helping, and probably neither is the fact that I chose not to play hockey this year.

Too many things crashing and burning around me and I'm struggling with the U-shaped bend in happiness that happens around 40 anyway...

Plus my sister isn't home this week and I hate living alone.

Any rate. I doubt I'll be asked to stay on after this work is done.

when did it become May?

So very not ready to go into FFA about Endgame. Or, you know, go into FFA at all. But particularly about Endgame.

I feel like I desperately need a hot shower. And a cold beer. And a fanfic that someone else wrote about Maria saving the world.

( one timeline to rule them all )

I'm kind of bummed that bible study doesn't start for another week, even if it does mean I get writing time tonight.